Often times you have a friend or two who always have advice for you but they shyt worse than yours.I mean how you go tell me to get rid of my man but you messing with someone elses man.How can you say someone has bad kids when your kids have no home training.Im amazed at how often I hear I wouldnt take that,but behind closed doors you taking it raw with no grease.If you put all the time and energy you are using to get me right to get your shyt together, you will get further than you are in life.I deal with bullshyt cause I want to not cause I have too.When Im done I will walk away and you will be still trapped in a relatioship by yourself with someone else's man.
Everyone is gearing up for the big weekend and the sad part is the children and the house will go lacking.That dude is about to be sold a fantasy this weekend cause you sporting a 18 inch #1 ,mixed with red,the lashes are a lil off cause it ain for errybody.them shoes is hawt but you borrowed them from ya home girl.That outfit fresh as hale but you taking it back to Ross Sunday.You hopping the baller you let hit come through and break bread like he said cause you know the kids you ain have this weekend gots to get fed.............
Divalicious
Friday, November 19, 2010
Gone Already
So as I sit and work through this thing called life,I decided to return to writing and I mean really write.I express myself better that way.Anyone who knows me knows music is my drug of choice.So Im listening to all the kick rock songs as well as the give me what Im missing songs and then I listen to one of my favorites right now,Gone Already.There are so many reasons to walk away,sometimes you just need a little help...........
Enclosed os the lyrics and video.The words are perfect for those Relationships that have turned into Friendships
If you ever loved someone who never took the time to know you. Nothing that you say ever gets through. Listens everyday don’t hear you. You’re just going through the motions. Every day is so monotonous. Baby I’m just being honest. It was over before we started. I was gone…
[Chorus]
Gone already. Gone already. I just didn’t know you’re ready. But I already been gone, I already been gone.
Gone already. Gone already. Nothing else you can tell me. Cause I already been gone. I already been gone.
I was feeling like a dead man walking. Nothing but the pain you’re causing. Hoping that things would change, but you never gave me that option. There’s so many things you don’t do to make me over look the wrong. This is not the way that love should be. I guess you’re not the man for me…
[Chorus]
Gone already. Gone already. I just didn’t know you’re ready. But I already been gone, I already been gone.
Gone already. Gone already. Nothing else you can tell me. Cause I already been gone. I already been gone.
Packed my bags, made up my mind, broke that lease and left the keys behind. Hoping I could make it disappear. I could be a million miles from here. Obligation made me stay, as long as I did it that’s my mistake. When I know that I’m already gone…
[Chorus]
Gone already. Gone already. I just didn’t know you’re ready. But I already been gone, I already been gone.
Gone already. Gone already. Nothing else you can tell me. Cause I already been gone. I already been gone.
If you every loved someone who never took the time to know you…
Going through the motions, everyday is so monotonous…
Already been gone…
Enclosed os the lyrics and video.The words are perfect for those Relationships that have turned into Friendships
If you ever loved someone who never took the time to know you. Nothing that you say ever gets through. Listens everyday don’t hear you. You’re just going through the motions. Every day is so monotonous. Baby I’m just being honest. It was over before we started. I was gone…
[Chorus]
Gone already. Gone already. I just didn’t know you’re ready. But I already been gone, I already been gone.
Gone already. Gone already. Nothing else you can tell me. Cause I already been gone. I already been gone.
I was feeling like a dead man walking. Nothing but the pain you’re causing. Hoping that things would change, but you never gave me that option. There’s so many things you don’t do to make me over look the wrong. This is not the way that love should be. I guess you’re not the man for me…
[Chorus]
Gone already. Gone already. I just didn’t know you’re ready. But I already been gone, I already been gone.
Gone already. Gone already. Nothing else you can tell me. Cause I already been gone. I already been gone.
Packed my bags, made up my mind, broke that lease and left the keys behind. Hoping I could make it disappear. I could be a million miles from here. Obligation made me stay, as long as I did it that’s my mistake. When I know that I’m already gone…
[Chorus]
Gone already. Gone already. I just didn’t know you’re ready. But I already been gone, I already been gone.
Gone already. Gone already. Nothing else you can tell me. Cause I already been gone. I already been gone.
If you every loved someone who never took the time to know you…
Going through the motions, everyday is so monotonous…
Already been gone…
Thursday, November 18, 2010
I want My Stuff Back
I recently went to see the movie For Colored girls.Now I love me some Tyler Perry ,however I can't do emotional movies cause it reminds me how emotional my life is.Well there was a part in the movie where Loretta Devine recited the poem,I want my stuff back,not to be out done some of us wrote our own letter to get our stuff back,here's mine,feel free to add yours........
For all the years that I have sat in silence lingering on your every word,being your ride or die,taking one for the team when the team wasn't even playing the game.accepting things for what they were and praying as time went on it would get better.You made promises you never intended to keep,but because I allowed myself to give me you unconditional,I accepted what you gave and I made do.My mother passed on to me what her grandma passed to her,"A man aint gon take off a woman,what a woman will take from a man".I thought I was different,you did just enough to keep me interested in the game.I cooked full course meals on a daily basis,made everyday feel like Sunday dinner.Prepared your plate and served you like the King you were suppose to be.All my work and effort never payed off,You broke me down till I lost myself in you.I was so intent on making you happy that I forgot what I needed to make me happy.I learned the game to impress you,but I found out that after all these years,you are still keeping score.I tried to be your fantasy and all I got was nightmare.I have a closet full of stilettos,everyday I will wear a pair so that I can stand tall among giants and look down from which I came,never to allow anyone to take me back there again.I am worth more to myself than to allow you to keep me from my destination.I wanted to travel there with you,but you are content with the corner in which you reside.I am a free spirit always seeking to better my self,so Imma need you to GIVE ME MY STUFF BACK cause contentment is not the bases of who I am or who I claim to be!!!
This is for inspiration that was inspired by some ladies I know who also want their stuff back.
Divalicious
For all the years that I have sat in silence lingering on your every word,being your ride or die,taking one for the team when the team wasn't even playing the game.accepting things for what they were and praying as time went on it would get better.You made promises you never intended to keep,but because I allowed myself to give me you unconditional,I accepted what you gave and I made do.My mother passed on to me what her grandma passed to her,"A man aint gon take off a woman,what a woman will take from a man".I thought I was different,you did just enough to keep me interested in the game.I cooked full course meals on a daily basis,made everyday feel like Sunday dinner.Prepared your plate and served you like the King you were suppose to be.All my work and effort never payed off,You broke me down till I lost myself in you.I was so intent on making you happy that I forgot what I needed to make me happy.I learned the game to impress you,but I found out that after all these years,you are still keeping score.I tried to be your fantasy and all I got was nightmare.I have a closet full of stilettos,everyday I will wear a pair so that I can stand tall among giants and look down from which I came,never to allow anyone to take me back there again.I am worth more to myself than to allow you to keep me from my destination.I wanted to travel there with you,but you are content with the corner in which you reside.I am a free spirit always seeking to better my self,so Imma need you to GIVE ME MY STUFF BACK cause contentment is not the bases of who I am or who I claim to be!!!
This is for inspiration that was inspired by some ladies I know who also want their stuff back.
Divalicious
When your relationship turns into a friendship
I am a romantic at heart,I love the touch and the love of a man,my man.I give just as much if not more than he because I want him to feel that I cherish what he is giving me.Well One morning after I decided that I no longer wanted to deal with my illness,reality hit me.For four years I have been sleeping in the same bed with a friend.He sleeps at one end of the bed and I at the other.We sleep under separate covers and we have this imaginary line where we don't mind booting the other back to their perspective side.I sat there staring at him as he slept trying to figure out what I did to make my lover only want to be my friend.I felt cheated because although he could never replace the love of my life.I made him feel like the only man that mattered.I went from being his world to being his roommate.We remain silent at all times.From time to time we share a laugh,and I silently pray it over,but so much is unsaid and its not from a lack of trying.At what point do you walk away and why would you stay?
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I'm Baaaaaaack
What's up friends fans and lurkers,it's been awhile since I've had something to say and trust me I have plenty!I've decided to make this more of a question and answer as well as my point of view,I promise to not go away to long again.I have alot to say and I want to hear your thoughts too so without further ado...................
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