So you wrote your name in it while you was hitting it
Back stroking bust it wide open while you was spitting on it
I did you not worried bout me
I was yo ride or die
You never had to ask if,what,when or why,
I loved unselfishly
But you pressed mute on me
no love lost though
I'd do it all again yo
Hold you down,no matter the season
Me being forever your girl
Yet you scared to tell the world
how you really feel
I mean whats the big deal
I give you my heart
You share your soul
I just wanna hold
You till I can breath all that you are
Am I wishing on a star
Is it to much to ask
while Im laying in the past
of the love I wished I was given
Your prescence is whats missing
I hear what you saying but I cant feel
what you saying
cause you say enough to grasp my attention
but no love is ever mentioned
Im a sucker for your smile
Hell I would give you a child
to carry your name
be raised with no shame
cause the love wont change
even though the shit you do drives me insane
I just want you want me
as I want you
to feel this feeling
when I send my soul to you
Forever can be a happy place
If only you would meet me there
somewhere in the middle
instead of all these got dayum riddles
Xxxtac is my name
my head game is insane
thats what got you going
bet you ain kno it going in
but then again neither did I
Should I go
Should I stay
Wonder with thoughts so true
Wondering if its even worth it to keep
Phuckin with you
I gotta get out this blues Im in
It's got my whole mind wonderin.........
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Farewell 2010
Well another year has passed us,and another one is upon us.We've learned how to Dougie,dealt with the unemployment crisis,watch the miracle of the miners in Chile,saw the devastation of the BP spill.No one was prepared for the blizzard of 2010,the fall of Eddie Long,the death of Teena Marie,the departure of LeBron from his Cavs and his arrival to the Heat,the Magic trading Pietrus,Carter,and Lewis for Turk and Arenas.Tyler Perry taking a time out,but leaving us with a great movie: for Colored Girls,before he took a much needed rest.Lil Wayne went to Rikers,and the train wreck that is known as Nicki Minaj surfaced,Our children are still wearing their pants off their azz and calling it swag.many things shocked us,many were uh huh moments,We have our list for 2011 ready to entertain,many will live out loud while others will continue to do what they have done all their lives,allow others to live for them and participate when all the work is done..........
May you enter into 2011 with a clean heart and a renewed spirit.You can only be your best and that should be enough
May you enter into 2011 with a clean heart and a renewed spirit.You can only be your best and that should be enough
Allowing him in
He's knocking on my door of extacy ,hard and strong,she moist and tight,been held back for so long,I long for him,he lust for me.
Reaching the door he uses his key,my heart he has,his soul I keep,
trembling I take a step back,nervous of what will be,A real chance at love or will I forever be the giver of love and the recipient of hurt,Im glad I know my real worth
You asked me if I love you
Yes I confess,
You have a smile that lights a room,but it touches my soul
Your touch makes me forget the here and now
I sitll can not understand how you command so much power over me
Im helpless when you speak
I need to feel you
Make dreams with you be your ride or die get lost with you
Wake up in our reality and see how good we could be
together until time lasp into an eternity
This is who I am
Forever I will be
Imma let you in
as long as you dont leave me out
Slow down the pace,no need to bang on the walls
It belongs to you,you signed your name when I you made this smile grow on my face...
Divalicious
Reaching the door he uses his key,my heart he has,his soul I keep,
trembling I take a step back,nervous of what will be,A real chance at love or will I forever be the giver of love and the recipient of hurt,Im glad I know my real worth
You asked me if I love you
Yes I confess,
You have a smile that lights a room,but it touches my soul
Your touch makes me forget the here and now
I sitll can not understand how you command so much power over me
Im helpless when you speak
I need to feel you
Make dreams with you be your ride or die get lost with you
Wake up in our reality and see how good we could be
together until time lasp into an eternity
This is who I am
Forever I will be
Imma let you in
as long as you dont leave me out
Slow down the pace,no need to bang on the walls
It belongs to you,you signed your name when I you made this smile grow on my face...
Divalicious
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Love is like a rollercoaster
It takes you on many leaps and bounds
twist and turns
It will make you scream with joy
and at the same time it will make you cry as your heart drops to the pit of your stomach
Love is not a bad thing when your in it together
However when your in love by yourself it never works out quite right
Love is not to be played with either cause if someone else holds your heart,everyone else will get lost
in translation because you will never give them what they need from you.
Love can make you an inmate
You eat breathe and sleep it
For years I always wondered what if or how will I know
No one has ever made a mark the way love has
When I compare notes,no one compares to my love
SO I will cherish my love forever and hold it close to my heart
Not everyone knows real love
It takes you on many leaps and bounds
twist and turns
It will make you scream with joy
and at the same time it will make you cry as your heart drops to the pit of your stomach
Love is not a bad thing when your in it together
However when your in love by yourself it never works out quite right
Love is not to be played with either cause if someone else holds your heart,everyone else will get lost
in translation because you will never give them what they need from you.
Love can make you an inmate
You eat breathe and sleep it
For years I always wondered what if or how will I know
No one has ever made a mark the way love has
When I compare notes,no one compares to my love
SO I will cherish my love forever and hold it close to my heart
Not everyone knows real love
- I am glad to be one of the few to have experienced it and I look forward to receive it again.
Monday, December 13, 2010
Is it ever a right time to say goodbye?........
The old saying "All good things must come to an end" rings true in a situation you never should have been in.Granted going in you knew it was going to be a doosey,but you played with it and went in anyway.Your heart never belonged there, but you made it stay there with you so you could fulfill your own selfish needs.As time went on,you proceeded to feel that "um this ain really what I want."But you have invested so much time and energy into it seems foolish to walk away from it now.You have a million and one reason why your unhappy,but only one as to why you cant leave.It's amazing how we will settle for the wrong in a relationship as to being by yourself.The number one excuse is the kids.People either break up or stay together because of the kids.In the end if the relationship is dead,then you are only hurting the kids by continuing to stay in the situation.I am learning late in life that men can not save us from our families or ourselves.I never prayed for God to send me a man,I just asked was he the man.One morning you will wake up and look at them and ask yourself,what am I doing here!But then your feet become cement and for some reason you can't move.Just know the first step is the hardest,but the ones following slowly become easier to take.
Never look at the bad situations as time wasted,think of it as valuable classroom time where you learned what not to do in the future.Know that if you learn from it,then you can grow from it .I think when you focus so much on your have nots,you miss out on the have's.
Divalicious
Never look at the bad situations as time wasted,think of it as valuable classroom time where you learned what not to do in the future.Know that if you learn from it,then you can grow from it .I think when you focus so much on your have nots,you miss out on the have's.
Divalicious
Saturday, December 11, 2010
"May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy."
"Life is short, so forgive quickly, Believe slowly, Love truly, Laugh
uncontrollably. Never regret anything that makes you happy, and have a
wonderful journey!!!"
uncontrollably. Never regret anything that makes you happy, and have a
wonderful journey!!!"
Friday, December 10, 2010
Friends
They say birds of a feather flock together,I have grown not to believe that.I have friends that are the complete opposite of me however we work well together.I'm still trying to figure out if you are a strong independent person,why do you tend to have needy people around you?I mean are you working on a top secret mission to transform them into a stronger person?
I try not to complain,however I end up being the ear for all the other folks that know me to complain too,funny thing is when they are doing well you dont hear from them. But the minute one hair is out of place,your phone blows up 24/7.I don't understand the "friends" that feel the need to one up you either,I mean we are all adults and if you are living a blessed life,then I am more than happy for you.Why can't you be happy for me as I am for you?
If you find out some disturbing new about your friends mate,Im not saying break your neck to lower the boom,but at least find a tactful way to let them know whats going on.So many friendships end because of jealousy.
We must be leery of those who are anxious to become a part of your circle,those who ask a million and one question about your relationship and are more concern about your relationship then the friendship.Some of us are holding on to friendship based on the longevity of the friendship and not the basis of what is going on.
Like most no one wants to be alone,however you have to pick and chose the people that are close to you like you buy a car or a house,its a life changing decision that should not be taken lightly.Not everyone is your friend,some of these people are acquaintances and associates,treat them as such and save yourself a whole lot of grief!
I try not to complain,however I end up being the ear for all the other folks that know me to complain too,funny thing is when they are doing well you dont hear from them. But the minute one hair is out of place,your phone blows up 24/7.I don't understand the "friends" that feel the need to one up you either,I mean we are all adults and if you are living a blessed life,then I am more than happy for you.Why can't you be happy for me as I am for you?
If you find out some disturbing new about your friends mate,Im not saying break your neck to lower the boom,but at least find a tactful way to let them know whats going on.So many friendships end because of jealousy.
We must be leery of those who are anxious to become a part of your circle,those who ask a million and one question about your relationship and are more concern about your relationship then the friendship.Some of us are holding on to friendship based on the longevity of the friendship and not the basis of what is going on.
Like most no one wants to be alone,however you have to pick and chose the people that are close to you like you buy a car or a house,its a life changing decision that should not be taken lightly.Not everyone is your friend,some of these people are acquaintances and associates,treat them as such and save yourself a whole lot of grief!
Does Size Really matter?
When I meet a man for the first time the first thing I notice is his hair and his face.Clothes are material so unless he trying to act like he a baller,or he driving a 2011Mercedes and he looking like he just left the shelter,then we can work out the gear.Ive dated men with big hands and big feet and well thats all they had.Sometimes I've run into one or two where BIG things come in small packages.On a wear occasion Ive had a friend who's shoe size fit his dick size,but Ive learned its not what you got,its how you use it,I used to have a sex friend and it was strange cause he had all that pipe and didnt know how to operate it properly.I am not a selfish person,but If Im the student,I ain teaching your azz nothing.I got bored with that situation real quick,I think because his public(I kno how to spell it)separated into its own lil island turned me off as well.I have always been amused at a man who talks about what your gonna get,but ends up looking stuck on stupid when you have him sucking his thumb looking like a fetus in a ultrasound photo.the quiet man is the one you need to look out for,of he will drop some dick on ya and in ya and you wont know what to do with yourself cause you so did not expect that from whats his name,I mean it didnt look that big but he packing a punch down there.
My aunt told me once she rather be tickled to death than choked to death,I didn't quiet know what that meant,then as I went in I realized,I like to laugh but that aint no laughing matter.I dont want him to mess up a perfect fit,however I dont want to hurt his feelings and ask is he in there yet............You like what you like,you need what you need,but we have to stop lying to them and ourselves,"Is it good?" um depending on the kinda brother you dealing with will give the answer.If he crazy Yes its the best I ever had,no need over getting choked to death,if he a wuss,laugh like you have lost your mind while you point to the door and kick his azz out.
Im Juz sayin
Divalicious
My aunt told me once she rather be tickled to death than choked to death,I didn't quiet know what that meant,then as I went in I realized,I like to laugh but that aint no laughing matter.I dont want him to mess up a perfect fit,however I dont want to hurt his feelings and ask is he in there yet............You like what you like,you need what you need,but we have to stop lying to them and ourselves,"Is it good?" um depending on the kinda brother you dealing with will give the answer.If he crazy Yes its the best I ever had,no need over getting choked to death,if he a wuss,laugh like you have lost your mind while you point to the door and kick his azz out.
Im Juz sayin
Divalicious
Go Stand in da Corna!
It's been a minute since I posted the top 10 people who need to go stand in the Corna,well here it is!
10.Sherri Shepard: Girl I know Prince was,has been,still is alot of women's fantasy,but I know you ain tell that man you've always dreamed of sleeping with him...........on live TV Sherri really?
9. Superhead: If he hit you once y you go back?I mean really,are you using them azz whuppings to stay relevant?
8. Toni Braxton: When will you learn Uncle Sam don't play bout his money.You better go back to Vegas and see what you can come up with!
7. Kanye West: Boy go to therapy get some help and then come back cause these hour long videos and sleeping with monsters......really?
6.Fab from Milli Vanilli: Bruh we ain beleive yo azz then and dammit I don't believe you NOW!!
5.Diddy This bullshyt just coming out?I thought it was the "LAST" train to Paris.You been riding that sum ma bish for almost a year now!!
4.Wesley Snipes: If yo tank head azz would have just went in and fought for your appeal behind bars you would be out know with time served,Nikka you ain realized you black yet?!?!?!
3.The Granmammie who want Lil Wayne to submit to a DNA test:Really? The child momma wants no parts of this and I dont blame her,I wouldnt want no one to know I slept with a troll eitha!
2.Keri Hilson : Ok you named your album: No Boys Allowed,now you give a concert and tell em you getting dicked down tonight......crickets......who you tryna convince me or you?
1. Keith Washington: You ain respond to ya ex wife putting you on blast in her book saying you got that lil package called HIV,yet you hit the ground running telling the world our Queen of Soul has cancer......REALLY? I hope the other folks that thought you were their friend know you aint a secret keeper.You know dayum well black folks dont put that kinda shyt out on the radio!
10.Sherri Shepard: Girl I know Prince was,has been,still is alot of women's fantasy,but I know you ain tell that man you've always dreamed of sleeping with him...........on live TV Sherri really?
9. Superhead: If he hit you once y you go back?I mean really,are you using them azz whuppings to stay relevant?
8. Toni Braxton: When will you learn Uncle Sam don't play bout his money.You better go back to Vegas and see what you can come up with!
7. Kanye West: Boy go to therapy get some help and then come back cause these hour long videos and sleeping with monsters......really?
6.Fab from Milli Vanilli: Bruh we ain beleive yo azz then and dammit I don't believe you NOW!!
5.Diddy This bullshyt just coming out?I thought it was the "LAST" train to Paris.You been riding that sum ma bish for almost a year now!!
4.Wesley Snipes: If yo tank head azz would have just went in and fought for your appeal behind bars you would be out know with time served,Nikka you ain realized you black yet?!?!?!
3.The Granmammie who want Lil Wayne to submit to a DNA test:Really? The child momma wants no parts of this and I dont blame her,I wouldnt want no one to know I slept with a troll eitha!
2.Keri Hilson : Ok you named your album: No Boys Allowed,now you give a concert and tell em you getting dicked down tonight......crickets......who you tryna convince me or you?
1. Keith Washington: You ain respond to ya ex wife putting you on blast in her book saying you got that lil package called HIV,yet you hit the ground running telling the world our Queen of Soul has cancer......REALLY? I hope the other folks that thought you were their friend know you aint a secret keeper.You know dayum well black folks dont put that kinda shyt out on the radio!
That's all?!?!?!
Ladies don't you hate when you meet a guy,you all start off as friends cause he got a girl,you got a man,or its never been the right time to pursue anything on a deeper level and when you finally hook up his shyt go south?!
I remember this guy,we used to flirt and what have you and one night we finally gave into the chemistry.Well his soldier failed to salute his superior officer cause it was limp as a noodle!um you need to go in the bathroom and talk to ya man.I mean it is only so much rubbing and finger poling I can take before I am physically turned off!
"This has never happened before".Well if you dont hurry up,it will never happen again with me anyway!He gave him a pep talk and finally action..........Is this nikka breathing fast?Wait a minute is he gripping?.......Why is sweat dripping on my forehead?...This mutha sucka done..............I know he ain tryin to hold me..........Um scuse me you done? Naw I can go all night.Well if your sequel anything like the prequel Im straight!Lemme go wash my azz and get gone,whats wrong Boo? Uh uh we are not on Boo status with that weak azz water you just poured.I mean I get it you was excited but dayum That's All?!?!?!?
I'm Juz Sayin
Divalicious
I remember this guy,we used to flirt and what have you and one night we finally gave into the chemistry.Well his soldier failed to salute his superior officer cause it was limp as a noodle!um you need to go in the bathroom and talk to ya man.I mean it is only so much rubbing and finger poling I can take before I am physically turned off!
"This has never happened before".Well if you dont hurry up,it will never happen again with me anyway!He gave him a pep talk and finally action..........Is this nikka breathing fast?Wait a minute is he gripping?.......Why is sweat dripping on my forehead?...This mutha sucka done..............I know he ain tryin to hold me..........Um scuse me you done? Naw I can go all night.Well if your sequel anything like the prequel Im straight!Lemme go wash my azz and get gone,whats wrong Boo? Uh uh we are not on Boo status with that weak azz water you just poured.I mean I get it you was excited but dayum That's All?!?!?!?
I'm Juz Sayin
Divalicious
Pull Yo dayum Pant's Up!!
One of my biggest pet peeves is seeing people with their pants hanging off they azz!I say people cause now errybody doin it!The po po caught you cause you can't run with your pants round your ankle dummy!And while Im on it when was dirty drawers part of the swag game?I mean really if I see you erryday,and you got the same color drawers on........And before you say I got 5 of the same colored drawers,men drawers come 2 in a pack so um try again.and why you wearing all them clothes anyway?How you got a belt on and your pants hanging off ya azz?The only way I will accept a man with pants hanging off his azz is if he got stacks of hundred dollar bills in his pockets and they making em fall down,and hale by the time Im done he gone still need to pull em up cause his pockets gonna be empty!
Now don't get me wrong I ain asking you to wear no dick print pants but hale I am not an azz woman,I dont wanna see all that!
Im Juz Sayin
Divalicious
Now don't get me wrong I ain asking you to wear no dick print pants but hale I am not an azz woman,I dont wanna see all that!
Im Juz Sayin
Divalicious
Sat Down Sumwhere!
Ok now ya'll know Im bout as peaceful as Ghandi,but when you mess with my family all that goes out the window!I've had writers block for a few weeks,been in a funk for months and then I see my cousin Marian's post.
A lil girl hit my lil cousin in the head with a belt.Well in true Thomas fashion,when she got off the bus,She got her azz whupped!Now in my day fair is fair,you hit me,Imma hit yo azz back,tomorrow we cool but you learned a lesson,dont do that shyt no more.When did the rules change?How you start some shyt then go get your momma?What she gone do but get the same thing you got?You think you gonna be Billy Bad Azz and do the derty and nothing will happen?Y the momma popped a shyt ball in her mouth before she got there to pop shyt but Cuz showed up and she popped an Orbitz cause she knew she was facing the same fate her daughter had the day before!
Don't get me wrong I am all for protecting the kids,however,I don't get into bullshyt,you asked for that azz whuppin,cut your losses charge it to the game and leave people da hale alone!That same belt she hit Syd with,her momma should whupped her azz with,I'm Juz Sayin!!
That is all for Now
Divalicious
A lil girl hit my lil cousin in the head with a belt.Well in true Thomas fashion,when she got off the bus,She got her azz whupped!Now in my day fair is fair,you hit me,Imma hit yo azz back,tomorrow we cool but you learned a lesson,dont do that shyt no more.When did the rules change?How you start some shyt then go get your momma?What she gone do but get the same thing you got?You think you gonna be Billy Bad Azz and do the derty and nothing will happen?Y the momma popped a shyt ball in her mouth before she got there to pop shyt but Cuz showed up and she popped an Orbitz cause she knew she was facing the same fate her daughter had the day before!
Don't get me wrong I am all for protecting the kids,however,I don't get into bullshyt,you asked for that azz whuppin,cut your losses charge it to the game and leave people da hale alone!That same belt she hit Syd with,her momma should whupped her azz with,I'm Juz Sayin!!
That is all for Now
Divalicious
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