Last year I entered the single world,and eleven months in I want OUT!! Don't get me wrong there is nothing wrong with being single, it's just not a preference for me. I like the comfort of a man, my man, not one that I'm sharing, not one that is a booty call.I think because I have been there and done that,now that I am a woman of a certain age,my taste have changed.
My needs are at a high demand now. They want me to stop putting them on the back burner and expose them to all they have been missing. It's funny how you miss something that you never really had, yet if you get a sample, you know that's what you needed all the time.
I am not designed to be alone. I've been that way all my life,and I think it's time I fill that slot.
I guess because I have a strong relationship with God I know my right and wrongs. I just tend to ignore the inner voice when I feel or hear it. Then I take my medicine when I finally decide to listen.
One thing I do know is tomorrow is not promised,and I don't want to feel like I missed something. I saved so much,yet I have done so little.
Never settle for less than you are willing to give~ Divalicious
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
A deep thought
I was sitting here doing some work when my partner called out for me to come watch something with him. He was watching some series on HBO where the priest said something profound.
The priest said a man had gone to heaven and hell for a visit and learned a powerful lesson. After watching this clip so did I.
The man went to hell and saw souls sitting at a table with food prepared before them, yet their souls were howling and they were starving.Each soul had a spoon, but the spoon was too long to reach their mouth .Their frustration was their torment.
When he went to visit heaven, they too sat at a table with food prepared before them,their spoons were also to long to reach their mouths, however they were full and content because they fed each other.
I've been praying for clarity, understanding, and awareness. Of the three clarity has been a hard one. But hearing that passage made me realize something. We can't make it through life alone. We were not designed to be alone. The souls were tormented because they were too selfish to help each other,therefore they suffered and were in need.
The souls in heaven were content because they understood the meaning of a helpmate and a partnership. We must help each other in order reach our goals. Our father in heaven even says "if we take one step, he will take two". That is an example we should follow. Two heads are better than one. That being said, we should live our life with a partnership. We must feed each other in order satisfy our hunger. Selfishness hurts us, charity helps us.
Divalicious
The priest said a man had gone to heaven and hell for a visit and learned a powerful lesson. After watching this clip so did I.
The man went to hell and saw souls sitting at a table with food prepared before them, yet their souls were howling and they were starving.Each soul had a spoon, but the spoon was too long to reach their mouth .Their frustration was their torment.
When he went to visit heaven, they too sat at a table with food prepared before them,their spoons were also to long to reach their mouths, however they were full and content because they fed each other.
I've been praying for clarity, understanding, and awareness. Of the three clarity has been a hard one. But hearing that passage made me realize something. We can't make it through life alone. We were not designed to be alone. The souls were tormented because they were too selfish to help each other,therefore they suffered and were in need.
The souls in heaven were content because they understood the meaning of a helpmate and a partnership. We must help each other in order reach our goals. Our father in heaven even says "if we take one step, he will take two". That is an example we should follow. Two heads are better than one. That being said, we should live our life with a partnership. We must feed each other in order satisfy our hunger. Selfishness hurts us, charity helps us.
Divalicious
Monday, January 2, 2012
Happy New Year!!!!!!!!
Welp, another year has ended and new has begun. I didn't wait to the New Year to make changes and plans for my life that were needed and necessary to begin with. I started losing weight last year and I am continuing that process. I made some life changes that were necessary for me to be happy. I learned that those who should be the happiest for you, are usually the ones who end up being your biggest hater.
This year I pray for continued health and strength. I pray for peace and understanding ,and also clarity. And as I travel through life, I am opting to take the scenic route. I want to explore as well as see what life really is. I also pray that God prepares me for my "designated driver". Yeah, I want a co pilot. I know what loneliness feels like. Now I want to know what being in love with someone who loves you back feels like.
Unlike most I do not need a man, but I want one.
Until next time, be blessed and remember........
Life is a journey that will only end when you stop living it.
This year I pray for continued health and strength. I pray for peace and understanding ,and also clarity. And as I travel through life, I am opting to take the scenic route. I want to explore as well as see what life really is. I also pray that God prepares me for my "designated driver". Yeah, I want a co pilot. I know what loneliness feels like. Now I want to know what being in love with someone who loves you back feels like.
Unlike most I do not need a man, but I want one.
Until next time, be blessed and remember........
Life is a journey that will only end when you stop living it.
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