Depression

A lot of people have a difficult time adaptin and fitting into life.Some have no support system and they end up spiralling out of control and often time depression leads to reckless behavior.For years I have gone through being sad and wondering why I had to endour most of the things that I've gon through in life.I was always able to help others deal with their problems and maybe it was because I had or was going through the same things as they were.It's hard when you go through life hearing you were not wanted and being shown that you did not matter.Once I got over feeling hurt and neglected,other things arised in my life and added more to my stress.I fought with myself for years thinking if I told or said anything about how I felt,then I would be deemed crazy.Well it's not how the world views you,it's how you view yourself.Depression can ruin your life and others around you if you dont seek help,I was told many times to pray,and I did,then I decided that God gave special people special gifts to help those on need.With that being said,tomorrow is the first step to my recovery.I am hoping to bury the past at last and live a normal and stable life.I have accepted that I have gone through these things only to help someone else in need.It's not what you've been through,it's how you got through it.

Divalicious